you know what my problem is? i desperately want to be someone else. someone who's okay with sharing every thought she has to the world. someone who is unafraid to be judged. and i realized that that's just not me. all this time i thought i was shy. turns out i'm just insecure. i have no idea how to break free of that but i just know i'm not happy with myself. i feel so out of it. thanks a lot, twitter, for making me feel like such a fool yet again. i can never measure up to these other people who update constantly. NEVER!

all my unhappiness stems from having slow internet. sue me.